Sadieandleo

February 25th, 2008

Boys are big ‘ol babies when they are sick.  I mean c’mon already!  Whine whine whine.  Poor Mike, I guess I’m just hard on him because I get scared when I see him in a weakened state.  I just need sleep and I can’t sleep when he’s not in the bed.  He is so sick he is afraid to be around me, remember, I should really be living in a plastic bubble I am so susceptible  to illness.  So I’m tired because I tried to go to bed early last night but I couldn’t because he was on the couch and I got sucked into watching Contact on TV.  I couldn’t stop, that Matthew McConaughey is just so good looking as a scruffy “priest” I can’t help it.  And these last three days of work have been draining.  I hate that it does that to me.  I wish I could have the same energy I had going in to work for the day when I come out.  There are a billion and one things I want to do now but I just find myself lurking about on the internet.  And then there is the guilt for not reading people’s blogs.  I wish I could every day just sit down and enjoy what people are saying but I can’t.  Having a job that does not involve a computer makes being in touch with the real world very challenging sometimes.  So when I do get on here I just kind of stare into the oblivion and then something snaps me out of it suddenly and I remember that I haven’t brushed my teeth and gone to bed yet.  Back to being tired.

I’ve got so many ideas for projects, jewelry, blogs swimming around my head and then life takes over and all I can comprehend is Deal Or No Deal and a box of Samoas… oh, the laundry on the dining room table, the package I should have sent my friend Adam a month ago, the kitty box, do we have any toilet paper?, I should call my sister… and I got yelled at by sick boy for making him put a thermometer in his mouth for a couple minutes, he spit it out and muttered something to the effect of, “I can’t breathe.”

I just had to vent.  I feel better… well, the cookies helped.

Thanks for listening and I promise I’ll be by your blog to lay down a comment or two, probably on Wednesday.  I keep it real.